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faintofhearts fall2004 preview

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 02:51:26 GMT

VOTE: please & thank you.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 02:49:13 GMT

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 20:40:20 GMT

I'll be making a zine before thanksgiving. If you want one, let me know. You don't have to send a payment or anything until i finish the zine. email me at lobotomy@writing.com. I'm only making 25 or so. I'll make more if the demand is high, (HA). I'll do trades or uh shell out five bucks (?) so i can have a paid journal. I don't expect to make a profit from this really. the next zine i do, before senior year is over, the money will be used for the supplies and shipping. the leftover amount is getting donated to a charity or a church...

also if you want to send something for the online zine i would like to do, email me. send anything. make sure its uploaded to a website or something.
any ideas are welcomed, to the colors i use, the name of the online zine, anything.

if you have a project that you want me to get involved in, drop me a line,

please and thank you!
r2

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 04:08:50 GMT

omg. lame. my domains are dead right now. I don't know if the server is dead or what. after i get the domains back online, I'm having jen save them to a disk, and I'll print them out also. Then faintofhearts and detox rape is up for grabs cos I'm just buying a domain for my photography only. I dunno if i want to hold on to faintofhearts? i love the name.

I'm pooped, painting all day. lala. weekend is coming up. i need sleep :D

I decided to quit making 'teen' websites. like the grungy type layouts, random lines from lyrics. I want to make a more simple (if that is possible) site, focused around my writings and photos.

ps. ~~i am opening a new email account, one that i can use in school.~~

lobotomy@writing.com

i got my application/catalog for SVA :DD

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 01:56:38 GMT

this journal is now friends only.

(people from school add VERACHT if i havent added you already)

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 00:44:26 GMT

no updates tomorrow. so sad. but pictures saturday, im bringing my camera to school tomorrow (haha lunch time photos..) and for karaoke. i really need to work on my personal website, hardcore (haha inside joke between you and i...)

okay i need to reboot the computer again (long story =( ) other than that, everything should be back to normal. maybe when my mom is cutting j's hair I'll finish mego's cool website, its coming along otttay.

oh, i dont think boys wearing baby pink is cute at all. i should take pictures of all the boys that wear pink. maybe i think this, because i've learned from society for sooo long that boys wearing pink is a no no, its a girls color. hmph, something i learned in sociology soph. year. ha.

the oc comes back nov. 4th. ha i should start an OC fan club at school. oooh yeah - NOT.

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 02:20:59 GMT

faintofhearts.org | updated
(just with link to band photography gallery, which is on detox-rape.org :) )

still thinking about college. maybe if i stay in toledo for maybe a year i can live with some friends.

senior checks

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 22:25:40 GMT

today we had senior checks, to make sure we have enough credits and all. i do, all i need to do is pass my current classes. my counsler said i should start filling out applications. I have the application for SVA from the 2003-2004 school year i think.
i have my stuff done before christmas break. eeee. college. fall 2006 = ME. well fall 2005, oops.

I'm also applying to pratt. what are some other art schools in newyork? I'm applying to two/three colleges here in toledo and two other ones in ohio...

for those people on my friends list, my last entry was some band photos, friends only. so lucky you, you get a snnek peak at my photos...

random things on the tongue

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 22:09:05 GMT

"I'll tell you what. I'm someone who carries a lot of straws, but I don't drink milkshakes at all."
marilyn manson 'Q&A' rolling stone

I miss kurt cobain. sounds strange. I wish nirvana was still around, i would love to see them live, photograph them. yeah im odd.

I have a cold that won't go away.

I can't wait to go home so I can upload all the photos from the 25th.

rolling stone is one of my favorite magazines.

im back (friends only entries no more!)

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 03:14:07 GMT

http://detox-rape.org
I'm starting to do something productive with that domain. uh yeah expect all the photos up when im not busy.

who wants to buy me a paid account? anyone?
*silence*

ha anyway, hope you all had a good weekend.

new look for this livejournal tomorrow or the next time i update.

meow =^.^=

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 03:16:19 GMT

I'm about to go to bed, because I haven't been to bed before midnight, ever.
err. yeah I'm changing detox-rape.org around tomorrow, doing something totally different with it. Band photos are coming soon. Which is kinda cool. I have one set right now, I need to get them off photobucket. I should just do band photography on detox-rape, i don't know.

I made a new graphic to use on detox-rape, its avril again. I don't know why i want to use her face. ugh shame on me.

has anyone see that one commerical with the small people saying 'hot dog, hot dog'. oh i die each time i see it. its funny.

school tomorrow. for most of you, its your first day.
so good luck.
have fun.
be cool.

(ha)

guess what. guess.

I'm getting illustrator. haha. like tomorrow, i think.
also, i better get my kittie cd tomorrow or I'll get more depressed.

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:10:13 GMT

elvisisdead.org/bully
steph did a good job putting everything together, etc. anyway, 'happy labor day'. mmhm. school again tomorrow. I can't wait to go to art class to finish up my project.

random sentences

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 01:30:33 GMT

.This journal is somewhat boring. I don't do anything really.Lame.Today I was asked by someone to marry them. I am almost done with my artsite, decided to take a break from it. I hope my KITTIE cd comes in tuesday. I lost one of my best friends last week. I don't feel like being around anyone anymore. I don't feel like taking pictures anymore. Recommend some good bands to me, I am not exposed to any good stuff. I never heard a blood brothers song, etc. Give me some mp3s so I can download them. Since I have nothing to do tonight, I think I'll draw some new stuff. My assignment for graphics looks good (make your own monogram or whatever), i'll post all new stuff soon promise. umm. errr. I forgot---. oh i saw the good girl last night and I'm going to watch it again because its a good movie. I want a boy named holden that craves me and wants to crack my head open. i love this part from that movie, the letter he wrote the girl Dear Justine, because of you I will be quitting the Retail Rodeo. The last two days have been the most God awful of my life. I've not been able to get rid of you in my head. I've never wanted anything so bad and I have wanted many things. I'd given up long ago on being gotten by someone else, and then you came along. The idea that I could be gotten because of circumstantial never get got is the worst feeling I've ever felt and I have felt many bad feelings. I'm sorry I can never see you again, Justine. Forgive me for being so weak, but that is who I am. Goodbye. Holden Worther. If, for some reason, you could change your mind and wanna be with me body and soul, meet me after work. I will be waiting for you at 5pm outside Chunky Cheese. If you are not there at five you will never see me again in your lifetime. I want to write a letter like that to someone. or get a letter like that. the end.

mmhm yeah

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 02:08:41 GMT

I need to stop deleting my entries.
How can I have only one entry show at a time?

I finished the layout for my art site, veracht. coding is even done.
I just need to take pictures of my current project, then i am set!
I like how the site is turning out.

I'm thinking about changing detox-rape into something...more? I don't know, its kinda lame right now. Who would like to either help me run it or need hosting.... email me, don't comment:
emolungs@gmail.com

new look for this lj coming soon.

yawn i'm tired. therefore, I should go to bed, eh?

I'm still debating if I should have a band...
er. I don't think I should, I'm leaving in a few months to newyork.
hmm.

anyway, yes meg we should most def. hang out. soon.

bleh

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 04:07:16 GMT

new icon.
i need new icons. a paid account.
a stomach that wouldn't hurt that much.
to be out of school already.
etc/

I'm walking to school later on this morning and hopefully I can take some good photos.
I didn't feel like pulling out my camera today,
too awkward.

I can't wait until winter comes. Fall's okay too.
I love the colors. Right now I'm not 'feeling' anything anymore.
I've been taking pictures of friends/people lately.

Graphics class is going to be interesting.

pussy sugar

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 22:11:01 GMT

I can taste the wreckage
Of dismembered dreams
Ghostly disciple, nothing as it seems
I will follow you until this dark cloud recedes
Pain of another, heal this I plead

My heart still bleeds for you

Take the long way home
My heart still bleeds for you

Solemn times stain us like
The blood of all that's unknown
This cursed you the worst
Give me your love

Solemn times stain us like
The blood of all that's unknown

=========================================>

um i can't wait to get my kittie cd. wtf, my mom ordered it off ebay right...it would've been easier to go to WAL-MART.

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 20:33:58 GMT

school was awesome.
i miss having brit jen and pj in classes.
i saw meg, hiya.

I have five gmail invites, I'm tired of looking at them.

bleh. I'm about to fall asleep on my keyboard. I almost fell asleep in my classes, so boring.

I can't type out a proper lj entry. Everything is sooo... I don't know, blah. At school it was all high energy, meetings and stuff. Now its back home. On the good ol' computer.

MEG AND JENN DO YOU WANT SOME KITTENS?!?! (HAHA)

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 17:38:07 GMT

School tomorrow. When I posted last night it was 11:59, ha I noticed that after I posted. Anywho, I am setting up an email account for school, one that I can access through the servers...gmail.com is probably blocked. So who wants to give me an email forwarder?

Well I'm going to play gunbound.

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 04:05:53 GMT

(jen took this photo)

pictures from friday

somebody told me

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 02:45:34 GMT

I'm playing the best joke ever.
You just don't know.

Anyway, I got my hair done today and trimmed. whee. it's still uneven from me cutting it all wrong. I had it straighten with chemicals so the red is gone and the blonde is back. So its kinda like a brownish,redish,blondish color. hard to explain.

My mouth hurts, my wisdom teeth are growing in.
And I might get my ears pierced at a 6g or something. We'll see!

Who plays gunbound? I do. gunbound.net My username is vinylxmono. Add me. But I doubt anyone will add me.

I don't feel like posting pictures.

from the soul

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 19:22:56 GMT

I plan on doing some new writings for my writing site. woo, I just need inspiration.
New photography coming soon!

because i want to be cool like cl:
01. name:
02. age:
03. where on earth do you live:
04. what makes you happy:
05. what have you been listening to lately:
06. do you enjoy reading my LJ:
07. if so, why:
08. interesting fact about you:
09. are you in love at the moment:
10. favourite destination:
11. favourite quote:
12. will you post this in your LJ:

RECOMMEND
01. a movie:
02. a book:
03. a band, song or album:

PLUS
post a picture of yourself:

I don't know if anyone will do it though. you better, or else. I'll remove you from my list! (ha i kid, i kid)

who can help me install gm? well install it for me? I don't know, I would really like a blog on my site for school but I suck at installing stuff. I'll try to figure out something. xxo.

recovery

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 23:54:48 GMT

1.)detox-rape.org is back online with a new layout. I took down the guestbook, no one signed it. Still looking for more link exchanges, most likely I forgot some links.

2.)faintofhearts.org has no layout, but photos are up.

3.)still working on my 'secret' website. ohhh *mystery*

4.)I am so happy that you guys kept me, even after I deleted my livejournal.

5.)<3

6.)I was stupid when I deleted all of my stuff.

7.)kara, paradox.detox-rape.org/iconsx. and for anyone else who needs a new icon.

8.)SIX gmail invites. comment with your email address if you want an account. You know you want one. 1000MB!! whoa.

9.)email forwarders for faintofhearts.org and/or detox-rape

10.)hosting for detox-rape.org is now open. comment.